Heyy!! Am back in Singapore now; okay no, reached yesterday! hehehe.. I'm so happy to go for service today! haha though i just missed one service. but good good! :D
wohhh.. catch up with some people until we forgot the time and i reached home at 11pm. haaa..thank you God that my papa doesn't scold me for reaching home that late! phew!. =/

Being a Poly student now.. when everyone is mugging i got no school~ hurrr.. cant study with them and i realised i cant really help much cuz i forgot most of the things. :X heh. i can just PRAY for you all! and being the "angel".. if need help can tell me. (other than tutoring you yar..) Oops. forgot to help Fiona change her blogskin though..

Okay, i cant continue my driving lesson now. huu :( was pretty excited about it though everytime i messed up every practice. laughs~
Now it'll be less of..
eating martabak manis,
and other food -.-,
J-CO,
Guitar Hero,
slacking,
watching MTV,
getting bitten by mosquitos XD,
traffic jam,
etc.haha.hard to mention..





Been listening to this song; this is what my heart really longs..

WORD OF GOD SPEAK - MERCY ME

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

*
Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness

Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

*
*

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay

Sorry for not updating this for some time! Got some inspiration to blog but don't know how to really pen it down. haha. shall do the proper one tomorrow! XD

So far, i've been spending the weekend with family. good one~.
Eat. eat. eat. eat. -.-
As said, i never fail to eat the 3 meals per day! lol. Not meant to make you all jealous, but you see.. this is called holidays though. yayy..
(but sorry shepherd, i failed to exercise here. argh.)

Oh, i've been somehow addicted to this PS game called Guitar Hero! haha. My cousin and I have been playing it.. i enjoy it because it's guitar-thing you see. yay!
Met up with my childhood friend KEZIA! aww.. was super happy when i got to spend time with her today. Actually we went to one of the Malls, purpose is to visit one of a shop where we could record down our voice singing some songs. you know~ We didn't managed to cuz it's not there anymore. Century Square in Singapore used to have it but it closed down too i guess. :X

You know I thought that this trip back to Indoo will be somehow different.. well it is, but good plan results to good results. haha. (though sometimes i failed to read the book that i got on hand now because i play other games. oops.)
Ah.. this is where discipline comes in i guess.. off reading the John Orthberg book. ehh, i spelt his name correctly right..

Okay, that's all for now.. will post more tomorrow.
keep tagging!

*4 more days man..! xD

Hee.. my second day in Jakarta has been going pretty slowlyy.. hehs. Just wanna share about yesterday! HAHA! I got my first driving lesson from my Dad! lol. and yes.. managed to drove for about 2 rounds my house area leh. (but my car was moving slowwwwlyy). Thankfully it's not crowded in late afternoon. hahas.bad thing i cant brake properly~ ah wells, it's jsut exciting.and i'm pretty proud of it cause i know i'm not alert and has bad co-ordination of my body.hehehs. XDD

Really hope i can get to know my Dad even better through my stay in Indo. Cause he rarely goes to Singapore; even if he did it's only for a few days and i'll be out most of the time.yeahh..
Hoping God will also continue to speak to me during my stay here..
--How's everyone doing? (:




*Found this true..
whatever the Mother does, the child will do it too..
thank you Mom for showing me//

Just reached Jakarta today! :D
home sweet home~ lalalaaa..

Many things seemed to change a bit; as in, the surroundings.. There's many new buildings around, the road.. lol.lazy to talk about the area now! But umm, my house too, seems to be more spacious~ i guess my Dad are throwing away our old stuff as we've grown older now. My house got 3 additional ppl too so it's like having a full house..
yeahh, thanks alot to my uncle who installed this unlimited broadband service so i can go online.yay! and then i could also blog about what i learn everyday here.. hohohoo.

I'm going to read some books, think about things, spend time with my family.. and the not-so-sure things that i can achieve is to learn to cook some dishes! and to exercise.. XD
oh well, don't think i will have the chance to really go shopping..not convenient leh. :(

Okayyy that's all for now. please tag or email mee..haha. takecare all & have a fruitful week ahead (:



*you've got a friend

Church Anniversary yesterday! :D

Well firstly I went to JYPS for CCA in the morning as usual (and that seems like a dread. :X) but when you're with the kids, it's totally different! XD
SO! Went for both services today~yeayy.. Mom went for first one! BUT she didn't get to know any other new member from Hope that's the sad thing man! haiyaa.. thought she could somehow be connected.perhaps some other time. God, may you open up a door next time! (:

haha.i think anniversary is a good day to make people dress up!hohoho.. we'll see after i got the photos~ :X
Love the extended time of praise and worship! whoo.. Hope Bangkok band is totally energetic and high! hahaa..don't really know how to express myself but it just felt great!it was soo minirtering~
Pastor PN is just so cool! :D hehe.realised recently there's a lot of teaching regarding FAITH! haha, my favourite word-so i guess God really wanna strengthen me in that! yayy! :D

Felt really blessed that God called me into his house! Hope is just soo happening and real! because God is real!I believe if the Great Commission will be in the top list of the agenda in future, others will be so jealous to see us knitted so closely together.yay! I love Hope as much as i love my family ;oops, maybe more.


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eeeks..! there's a beetle in my room now! :S
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Ohh, am flying off to Jakarta tmr! waaaa.. :(((
don't know why i felt this way.. Singapore seems to be much a better place than my hometown. XD



*FAITH

Helped out in moving things from RC to Angel's house today.. was pretty cool cuz we sat on a pretty huge lorry to kembangan, that's Angel's house where we place some stuffs temporarily. hehee.. first time sit behind there leh! like everyone who were there got soo excited~ :X
The last time i did some moving of things from RC was to Hong Kong Tea House during Chinese New Year this year and we squeezed at Hui Juan's Dad's van! heees..
Think it's truly fun, all TP Y-hope people are cool~hahas. they may be noisy but are fun and sincere people who love God too! thank God for you! :DD


*HOPE CHURCH 16TH ANNIVERSARY IS TOMORROW!

Got this from an sms from an Indo friend of my Mum's.. hehe, it's something Biblical but I cant exactly translate it to English and thus, wrote it in Bahasa instead. XD

Hiduplah dalam pengampunan.
Jangan mempunyai kebiasaan membalas dendam.
Tuhan melihat segala kesalahan yang sedang dilakukan orang terhadap anda.
Tuhan melihat setiap orang yang pernah menyakiti anda.
Ia memiliki catatannya, dan alkitab berkata jika anda tidak menuntut balas,
maka Tuhan akan menggantinya buat anda.
Tuhan akan menggantinya dengan berkat berkelimpahan.

-Pendeta Joel Osteen

Yayy! Finally I found the time to do up my blog (:
I guess this skin's much nicer and brighter.. i'll miss the dark green one. Ah well.. start tagging! XD hehee..

So far today, been just spending time with my Mum and reading a book- A Walk To Remember. Cant remember mentioning it but it's a really nice book. Oh yeah.. my throat's been better and after the lunch fast today, the first food i grabbed was OREO waffle! teehehee..sinful food huh..

Lesson learnt: I have to drink loads of water! and start exercising! XD
Anyway, have a pain throat makes you talk less ( cause it's pretty painful to talk) and listen to others more; so I guess my mouth have to rest.
And now, been fasting for the RC! yeah..long story; but it's true when I was reminded that when God closes a door, another will be open.

Church Anniversary is this Saturday! Feeling kinda excited for it for it's yet another time of celebration! prayerfully some new and yet familiar faces will come and join us!

*Confirm that I'm going back to Jakarta next week....
=) or =(
i don't know. both bah.

LOONGG WEEEK! LOONG BREAK!

Let's see, last update after i return home from Core team Retreat!-that's on Tuesday. (:
Had a great time with the team! heheee.. i cook spaghetti lehh.. and with Carinnaa's help, the sauce doesn't look so watery after all.yay! (: No one falls sick so, we passed in cooking!yay!

Had Metamorphosis on Wednesday! Went for the Prayer meeting, and the first thing i saw is the Decor-huehehe.. i think it's simple and nice~ we can improve de! yeapp..
God moved in the midst of the people that evening.. haha. i'm just so amazed once again. You know, God is so wise and powerful that even when there's so many people praying at the same time..he listens to every single one of them.. not just hear them but listens/ And indeed he seeks the heart who's after him! chasing! -RUN!- hehee..

Thursday was interesting for me! Rushed down to meet Ying hui and fiona leow for movies.. it's RATATOUILLE at Marina Sqr. ahh.. Fiona Teh, i'll accompany you watch that show some other day yeahs.. XD well then chiong to somerset to meet my sheepies.. Went to catch Secret. lol. they got a little emo over it.hahas. funny lah.. but for me, i enjoyed the music (played by the piano) and the story's just..complicated! hard to understand.hehs. Friday had another retreat with Dawn only...hahas. more like shepherding cuz the rest of the team members cant make it.huhuu.. =(

Today, met up with and Indonesian girl that i just got to know.. hehe, she's really nice and she looked a bit like Agnes Monica (one of an Indo actress/singer) ! lols. cool girl yeah..

The week's been filled with retreats Good week of refreshment, encouragement, direction and motivation! Certain things in mind now.. really, we gotta all be close with the Holy Spirit! dig your ears to listen carefully to the voice of the gentle spirit. Without him, we accomplish little and you'll soon tire yourself out.. with him, we'll see victories, and though we'll fell many times there's always a hope and assurance that we can cling on to. (:
Praying for the N and O levels people! (:



*make me assuredly yours..

Send some rain, would You send some rain?
Cause the earth is dry and needs to drink again
And the sun is high and we are sinking in the shade
Would You send a cloud, thunder long and loud?
Let the sky grow black and send some mercy down
Surely You can see that we are thirsty and afraid
But maybe not, not today
Maybe You'll provide in other ways
And if that's the case ...

We'll give thanks to You with gratitude
For lessons learned in how to thirst for You
How to bless the very sun that warms our face
If You never send us rain

Daily bread, give us daily bread
Bless our bodies, keep our children fed
Fill our cups, then fill them up again tonight
Wrap us up and warm us through
Tucked away beneath our sturdy roofs
Let us slumber safe from danger's view this time
Or maybe not, not today
Maybe You'll provide in other ways
And if that's the case...

We'll give thanks to You with gratitude
A lesson learned to hunger after You
That a starry sky offers a better view
If no roof is overhead
And if we never taste that bread

Oh, the differences that often are between
Everything we want and what we really need

So grant us peace, Jesus, grant us peace
Move our hearts to hear a single beat
Between alibis and enemies tonight
Or maybe not, not today
Peace might be another world away
And if that's the case...

We'll give thanks to You with gratitude
For lessons learned in how to trust in You
That we are blessed beyond what we could ever dream
In abundance or in need
And if You never grant us peace...

But, Jesus, would You please...





*Father, teach me/
maybe not today, but please..

Heee.. just came back from Decor not too long ago. Yeahs, finally got the chance to help out after some time! Last week Decor just simply slipped off my mind. oops. :X perhaps because of stoopid exams. haaa..
Anyways, METAMORPHOSIS is going to be GREAT! :D really looking forward to the time of prayer and worship~ yay!


Will be going for East B Core Team retreat on Tuesday! which is tomorrow. xD
HAHA! we're going to cook! wahahahas.. hopefully everything turn out edible and great.yupp (:


And today, i was just strucked again by the fact that I'm having holidays now! hooo..can't believe it! & it's gonna be a real long holidays; BUT it will soon be over if i don't spend it wisely. Thus, i was reminded in the importance of planning!! hehee.. don't just wanna take it as a rest period, but use it fruitfully! :D well for this week, i think it'll be a time of retreat!
Me & God under a coconut tree.yayness~ (:



*METALLIC BUTTERFLY!